Wednesday, 22 January 2020

Abandoned

That is exactly how I feel. Abandoned by Tall. Abandoned by friends. Abandoned by the world. I could live with the friends abandoning me if I had Tall, but he isn't here to give me his words of wisdom. How I miss those words. I wonder what I have said or done to offend people. What did I do to drive them away?

My grief magnifies my insecurities like a magnifying glass with sunlight, causing sudden flare-ups of anxiety. The chain reaction of anxiety and grief, the one causing the other, until I manage to get a grip on one of them once more.  

 All I can do is get up each morning and hope that things will be different.

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